Losing sight.
Thursday, September 11, 2014; 11:59 PM |
累, 好累。
Really miss those days I went to work with a skip in my step, all excited and looking forward to a day of being in class with the kids.
I'm definitely not becoming the teacher I want to be, at this rate. I'm tired, weighed down and irritable, and it makes me feel horrid. I feel I've lost myself in this race against time, the endless last minute tasks and assignments, the back to back classes and packing. It's a downwards spiral when a teacher loses sight of the joy in teaching.
With that said, this "rest" that I need won't come from a week of leave, but an overall organization in the way things are done in the studio and having another teacher around so we could even afford to fall sick or take leave. Ahh, I'm really exasperated. 😭😭 Nevertheless I shall be on a quest to defeat the odds, and to find the Teacher Anne I like and the Teacher Anne I was back. Aja! Fighting!
Losing sight.
Thursday, September 11, 2014; 11:59 PM |
累, 好累。
Really miss those days I went to work with a skip in my step, all excited and looking forward to a day of being in class with the kids.
I'm definitely not becoming the teacher I want to be, at this rate. I'm tired, weighed down and irritable, and it makes me feel horrid. I feel I've lost myself in this race against time, the endless last minute tasks and assignments, the back to back classes and packing. It's a downwards spiral when a teacher loses sight of the joy in teaching.
With that said, this "rest" that I need won't come from a week of leave, but an overall organization in the way things are done in the studio and having another teacher around so we could even afford to fall sick or take leave. Ahh, I'm really exasperated. 😭😭 Nevertheless I shall be on a quest to defeat the odds, and to find the Teacher Anne I like and the Teacher Anne I was back. Aja! Fighting!
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