I need help.
Friday, April 3, 2015; 11:29 PM | 0 Comments

I admit that a worry wart like me always sees the future as "impending doom" Especially when the to-do list piles up, when things are uncertain, or when they seem out of control and when I feel completely inept for my tasks on hand. It's a vicious cycle a worry wart is constantly stuck in. 

My biggest concern being my trip to China. I feel horrible for feeling this way, but many times along the way I've asked myself why I would put myself through such a test, why I hadn't opted for a short trip, why. It's so embarassing when people ask me "are you prepared for your trip?" And the answer "no, no, NO" screams from my head. It's so scary to feel that way too. If I could back out of this, I probably would, though I know I probably would regret if I did. 

Asking the Lord for strength and favour even as I make preparations for the trip. For protection and guidance, for grace and goodness, that no matter what state I'm in now, I will go in faith and trust in what He has in stored for me. Daddy God, I need help, please help me God. 


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