I wonder (:
Friday, March 8, 2013; 9:24 AM | 0 Comments

Rummaged through my box of cards this morning, looking for cards from friends from Tk after waking up from a dream about them..

I knew I haven't been someone good at keeping friends, thus it explains the number of tk friends i still keep in contact with.. Many of whom, I'm blessed, because they still remember me and make an effort to keep in touch with me..

Realised how I'd always focused all my time and energy on groups of people or different persons at different points of my life, and when a new phase of my life comes, I move on, meet a new group of people and unintentionally lost contact with the friends who once meant my world to me.. For me, it really doesn't mean they were no longer important, but they were no longer part of the world I see day in and day out, and it was difficult to sustain on just meetups/catchups. Of course, I've realised (took me long enough) that this shouldn't be the way, because if so, when i grow old, i'd only have the same number of friends as i would my real teeth.. So catchups and meetups mean alot to me now, because it is my effort to keep you as a friend for life..

Read a letter that a friend wrote this three words, "friend for life".. I realised (i know, i really realised a lot of things this morning) how it could have been, yet it didnt.. People say its never too late, but we're talking about nearly 10 years now.. I wonder, i really wonder, if i pop into their lives now, what could happen? (:


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